sincerely yours forever

I GOT CHILLS.

2012-02-26T19:41:00.000+11:00

at first i thought 'okay, it's got nothing to do with the hunger games..oh well.' but then it zoomed on the berries and i was like 'AREN'T THOSE THE BERRIES THAT ASDF' but then o was like 'probably not i mean they're just berries right..' but then she picked up the mockingjay pin and i was like MINDSPASM. I WANT A MOCKINGJAY PIN :O

rawrrrrrrr so excited for the hunger games :D :D you can always tell if a movie is good by it's tracklist..lol

Someday

2012-02-26T17:56:00.002+11:00

I was surfing the net (hehe) for inspiration for VA and found this ^. The Alice in Wonderland jumper is awesome.

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Mother said yes to 1D concert yay! ASDFGILDF however the dilemma is how on earth are we going to get tickets though considering it might sell out in literally seconds.

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Mother dragged me out of bed this morning to go shopping which is strange I normally jump at the chance of going shopping but I was so tired from doing my VA assignment last night. Anyway, we ended up going with my aunt and cousin to this hole of a place called Alexandria where we went to the Tigerlily warehouse sale. It was 70% off storewide whoopdidoo. Between me and my mum, we got three pairs of jeans, a skirt, a dress and a knit sweater which ended up being equal to the original price of one of the jeans. So putting it in perspective, it was such A BARGAIN.

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Dad bought the plane tickets yesterday for the family trip to US and Canada :) Can't wait to see my cousins, haven't seen them for 4 years.

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I was reading the Sunday magazine this morning and was flicking through when I saw this article on this woman who had bowel cancer. And I looked at the woman and I just had this feeling that I knew her from somewhere and then I realised. When I was younger I was OBSESSED with Total Girl Magazine I literally had a box of 40 magazines that I kept over a few years. The woman in the article was actually Sarah, the editor of TG at that time I used to read it. I don't know why but it made me really sad because she always seemed so cheery and bubbly in the magazine and how could something as awful as cancer change her life completely.

Sorry for a sad end to the post :/

ONE MONTH ONE MONTH

2012-02-23T21:11:00.001+11:00

- chilled with kwu and ktran at ewood in the morning. Went to homers and shared this massive tiramisu and chocolate fudge brownie which was deliciousss omg I can taste it in my mouth right now mmmm. MR DF & WV TOTALLY STALKED US THERE, JUST SAYING freaking saw them everywhere lol

- I actually really like maths now. Alder isn't really as scary as everyone thought he was.

- HOLY CRAP EXACTLY ONE MONTH UNTIL HUNGER GAMES COMES OUT OMGWTFBBQ SO EXCITED!! KATNISS + GALE 4EVA <3 :D

- bleugh. My VA drawing looks shieeet right now. Tossing up between ripping it out of my book and starting again or fixing it by painting on top of it. Sigh VA..

- cheerios for recess every day of the week now ;D cheerios supply running low :(

angry red bag of love.

2012-02-21T19:36:00.000+11:00

golden day: one of those days where everything is just right.

thankyou EVERYONE for making today special for me; i feel so loved :')

you, you, you, you and you.

you guys really mean the world to me. I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH I COULD CRY JUST THINKING ABOUT IT. AND THATS A HECK LOT OF LOVE ;')

oh i swear to you,
i'll be there for you.
[train]

teehee

2012-02-21T18:55:00.000+11:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVY !!

lol sorry just had to reuse this bloody brilliant gif

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I don't think you understand how much I admire you right now.

Call it what you wanttt

2012-02-20T17:29:00.000+11:00

- The only reason I can't wait to be a senior is so that I won't have stupid VA assignments that freaking take 5+ hours of solid work to complete. AAARGGGH spent alot of time on Sunday just looking for paintings that were easy to draw and ended up finding only one. OMG waste of my time ==

- My bruise has gotten a really nice deep purple colour now and its so pretty! Someone chuck a softball at my right knee this time. LOL jokes not worth the pain mate. But still, I'll actually miss it when it goes away

- Kim and I went to Morning Glory after school today. You know, the casual walking into Morning Glory.. totes not buying anyone's birthday present there.. YEAH anyway and we got there and there was this 20% discount if you show them a picture of your boyfriend/husband/wife/girlfriend. So the girl at the shop says 'do you have a boyfriend?' and I shake my head and she points at the sign and me and Kim are scanning through the pictures on our phones for our 'boyfriends' and I find a picture of Edmond wearing my sunnies on my phone LOL and said he was my bf. So we got 20% off HAHA

- Cheerios are so yummy. Vampire Diaries is such a good show with hot people. Foster the People has good songs. I am sehr tired now :)

silent trespassing.

2012-02-18T15:19:00.000+11:00

on my mind atm.

zomg se7en. his voice is like.. *o*

and his dancing is like.. *o*

and i love how gdragon just randomly walks through at the beginning LOL.

and then there's jyj..jaejoong looks awesome as always lol.

oh baby tell me why you act so strange?

http://www.dkpopnews.net/2012/02/news-2am-bigbang-cnblue-big-match-in.html
heheh. heheh. heh. the big 3 eh? ;)

omg what am i doing i should be doing ipt right now D:

Qwerty

2012-02-15T23:13:00.001+11:00

Today was so loooooong. Highlight of the day was when we were discussing boys with Briggs - hehe softball was hilarious :) stupid 'softball' though, slipped through my arms and right into my knees. It was excruciating painful and now I have a massive golf ball-sized bruise that's bluish/green/purple with hints of red. How lovely. Happy birthday Helena, you pretty, sassy girl!! Hope you liked our awesome surprise party haha.

BTW, I accidentally took someone's maybelline mint lip gloss, if it's yours tell me pleasee..

'sorry for being sad.'

2012-02-14T21:20:00.000+11:00

happy valentines everyone.
*sigh
listening to that playlist.

i feel like
i'm drifting
should i try harder
should anyone try harder
i have no more energy to get back into the middle of that.

looks like sex.

2012-02-13T20:09:00.001+11:00

so i wrote (most) of this yesterday after the duke of ed hike? sorry for the delay but it was long as shit and killer to reformat. not that anyone cares lol.
CHEERS.
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Hmm how do I start this lol SO WE WENT TO THE DUKE OF ED HIKE. ITKILLED. NOT IN A GOOD WAY ASDF. Ahaha I don't know how much I'mallowed to..disclose about what happened :p WHAT HAPPENS THERE STAYSTHERE RIIIIGHT? So the gory bits.

We drove out to the middle of nowhere (NO SIGNAL AT ALL FYI) and spenta while mapping the route and stuff blahblah AND THEN WE LEFT exceptwe got broken up into two groups and..WELL ITS COMPLICATED. LOL.ladida.

The first bit was actual wtf-ness seriously we went straight up theside of the mountain. LIKE YOU KNOW WHEN THE GRADIENT OF A LINE ISUNDEFINED? IT WAS LIKE THAT LMAO. So by then, we were dead and itwas..barely an hour into the hike T_T
After that was flatter ground Ithink and it was all nice and the weather was sunny and it was toolate to go back SO WE KEPT ON WALKING.
So we got to this lookout placeright? (IT REALLY WAS PRETTY. SOMETHING ABOUT FERRARRI FARM OR IDK)and we were just eating and it was all good except for QUESTIONABLEbread (looooool) and then we hear thunder and it's kinda far off butit's still thunder so we're like 'oh damn it's going to rain blahblah'but you know, it's rain so it's all cool.
So we finish lunch and keepwalking (towards the thunder, I might add zzz) and then it startsraining. Just sprinkling.
AND THEN IT STARTS POURING. AND WE'RE WALKING INTO THE MIDDLE OF THESTORM. AND THEN THE RAIN GETS STRANGELY LOUD AND HARD AND WE REALISEIT'S HAILING. LIKE NOT PATHETIC LITTLE HAIL BUT HUGE-ASS HAIL WHICHHURTS. SO THEN WE START FREAKING AND THE SUPERVISOR DUDE IS LIKECLUELESS LOL AND HE TELLS US TO GO STAND UNDER A TREE SO THEN WE STANDUNDER THE TREE WHICH IS STUPID BECAUSE THERE'S LIGHTNING EVERYWHEREAND IT DIDN'T REALLY DO ANYTHING TO STOP THE HAIL BECAUSE IT'S AFREAKING TREE.
So yueyue and I huddled under a raincoat, preparing to die BECAUSE ITREALLY FELT LIKE WE WERE and then she tells us to start praying so I'mlike OKAY and I start with DEAR GOD and then the supervisor (MITCH,ACTUALLY) tells us that the storm is passing and it's like DIVINEINTERVENTION RIGHT THERE.

So then we get back onto the track but it's now a river so we're justawkwardly jumping around trying to find bits of land WHICH ISPOINTLESS because we're already completely soaked and there's stillbits of hail coming down and IT SUCKED BUT WE WERE ALIVE AND THAT WASPRETTY DAMN AMAZING.
Then amidst our rejoicing the rain slooooowlydisappeared and the storm moved off and helena did her weird naturething and said that since the ants were out, everything would beokay...lol.

So the rest of that day was pretty hardcore and we never gotcompletely dry and we climbed down the side of a mountain and I don'tknow how to explain it..the pack is so big and heavy that you feellike you're going to overbalance and fall down the mountain and die ifyou so much as step on the wrong rock or lean the wrong way or hangonto the wrong tree or slide too fast down a ledge OR FREAKING MOVE ATALL.
It gets to the point where you don't care about the insects andspiders and webs in your face as long as you can hold onto a tree or arock that won't break off.
LIKE WHEN WE GOING DOWN THIS BIT AND IT WASREALLY NARROW AND THERE WAS NOTHING BUT THIS ROCK TO HOLD ONTO. WHICHWAS OKAY. EXCEPT HALFWAY DOWN THE BIT OF THE ROCK I WAS HOLDING ONTOBROKE OFF. SO I WAS JUST STANDING WITH A BIT OF ROCK IN MY HAND AND ITHOUGHT I WAS GOING TO FALL AND DIE. AGAIN.

Anyway. We had to gather firewood while we were going down themountain and we just ended up bringing dead trees down with us ==''

THE CAMPSITE! Welllllll. It had a toilet. Loljk it was a box full ofshit. I WOULD RATHER THE HOLE IN THE BUSH. LEGIT. YOU HAD TO BE THERETO SEE IT HONEST.We put up our tents and ate and stoned and waited for the second groupto get there AND THEN THEY DID and we COMPARED OUR ADVENTURE STORIESLOL.

Eventually we started to eat dinner and we all had two minutenoodles LOL. the water..did not boil so we toasted marshmellows in thecampfire while we waited..SINGLE BEST THING OF THE WHOLE HIKE.SHOUTOUT TO MICHAEL SUN (I KNOW YOU READ THIS BLOG MATE) FOR TOASTINGSOME FOR ME :) :)

Then it started getting dark and I had too much (many?) noodles andthen I used my ninjaness to make them DISAPPEAR LMFAO. Oh dear.
THEN WE WENT BACK TO OUR TENTS AND IT WAS REALLY DARK BY THEN and Ijust sat in my tent and stoned in the dark. Thinking. ABOUT LIFE. Inthe dark. And missing my ipod. And phone. IN THE DARK.
Lol anyway so anhour or so later..STUFF HAPPENED OMGLOLI STILL CANTASIUDFHALISEUHFOIAHEF haha. Oh did I mention we were hiking withkids from other schools? Well we were. Or like..there were only 4 butw/e. hahaha

- What are you guys all doing in there?
- CHINESE BUSINESS.
- YEAH. CHINESE WHISPERS. IN CHINESE.

We basically conferenced about..IMPORTANT MATTERS in one tent whichgot really stuffy because there were ten people in the tent =='' Or Ishould say nine girls and michael sun LMAO. Yeah we talked in chinese(long story? :D). Which was awks because I needed a translator LOL.SO yeah.

We conferenced and listened to strangely dirty songs LOL andsang korean songs hehe.Yeah.
Worst night's sleep ever legit I don't even know how many timesI woke up..i had a dream about pokemon, except I don't remember how itwas related because it was about this woman who was looking for hercremated grandfather lol? coolio so I woke up and it FELT SURREAL andhalf of me was freezing and the other half was like 200 degreescelsius or something and it was pretty fml worthy.

SO it was around 6 or 7 in the morning by then and it was still kindadark and cold outside so I sat in the tent and stoned and ate breadfor breakfast lol.
EVENTUALLY we started walking again (WITH A STOLENWALKING STICK LMAO) and technically we hadn't even started the hikebecause we were walking in some field and there were cows andeverything lol (AND LEECHES APPARENTLY) but the ground was like amarsh BUT IT DIDN’T MATTER BECAUSE OUR SHOES WERE STILL SOAKED FROMTHE DAY BEFORE ASDF T___T

Anyway, we started climbing. I think the dude said it was a more'direct' route or something like that. I think he really meant to saythat we were going straight up. BECAUSE IT REALLY WAS VERTICAL ANDUNCO PEOPLE LIKE ME SHOULDN’T BE WALKING ON ANYTHING THAT ISNT FLATLOL.

Fast-forward about ten million mental breakdowns AND ITS ALL GOODAND IT'S SORTOF FLATTER GROUND :) so we walked. And walked. Andwalked. There is literally no other way to explain that bit of thehike.

EVENTUALLY we started going downhill again. Like right down theside of the mountain...took me around a year to get to the bottombecause I was literally crawling along, testing every rock to makesure it didn't move and clinging to whatever I could reach withoutdying ==''
NEEDLESS TO SAY, I UNCO FELL A FEW TIMES AND SLID AND DIEDANYWAY. You have really got to experience that feeling of sliding downa freaking mountain and not knowing how the hell you're going to stopand if you're just going to keep sliding until you die BECAUSE IT'SREALLY WONDERFUL. ASDF LOLKIDDING.

So when we got to the bottom, we found the road and walked along thatfor a while (in single file lol) until we got back to the place westarted AND OMG THE BEST FEELING EVER. COLLAPSED IN THE SHADE. ANDSOMEHOW KICKED DONNA IN THE PROCESS LOL SORRY.
Debriefed and relivedthe journey and just..ate aha. SO TIRED BECAUSE WE HARDCORED THE LASTBIT AND DIDN’T STOP AT ALL WHICH WAS A STUPID IDEA BUT WE GOT BACKEARLY SO OH WELL.

Eventually the second group got here and we derpedaround and everything was good.

I know I said I wouldn't blog about it but..CLEMENT I WILL ACTUALLYNEVER LET YOU FORGET ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED OMG ACTUALLY MADE MY DAY ITWAS SO FUNNY. I feel for you mate :'D hehe I'm sure you'll laugh aboutit one day :D :D

Haha like true rusians, we cheered like crazy when we got our phonesback :')
car ride back was nice..slept for most of it while were-entered civilisation aha.
Got dropped off by yueyue's parents andfound my mum who asked me what I wanted to eat so I was likeSALAAAAAADDDDDDDDD and it was the best salad ever.
Felt like I hadn'teaten vegetables or anything fresh in a month.
Then it startedstorming..IT'S LIKE THE WEATHER HAS IT OUT FOR ME OR SOMETHING and wegot home and I was finally reunited with my ipod and I just about diedwith happiness :')
THEN I DID SCIENCE HOMEWORK. T_______T

Thankyou EVERYONE who went on the hike; we all have a special bond nowand have gone through things that noone else can fully understand :')THOSE PEOPLE JOINING US FOR SILVER HIKE, I LOOK FORWARD TO IT 8) (lolnot really...i don't want to hike again for at least the next tenyears =='')

Happy 3month guys :)

2012-02-11T19:14:00.000+11:00

Dying to know, but afraid to find out.

wicked games.

2012-02-09T19:17:00.000+11:00

i have so much shit to do and no time at all and i am literally having mental breakdowns every hour over the slightest things. it better get bloody easier.

take you down another level,
get you dancing with the devil.
[theweeknd]

^he is keeping me sane right now. not because his songs relate to my life at all- maybe that's why. they're songs i can fall asleep to. kudos to dcheng for introducing :)

dinky.

2012-02-06T17:44:00.000+11:00

hi dere :D
so today..swimming carnival. i'm so tired from doing nothing lol. derped around for most of the day ahaha. so i got home superduper early and i ate icecream. and watched blue water high loooool omg been so long :')
and then i watched randomass youtube videos aha

I ACTUALLY DIED WATCHING THIS LMFAO.

sweating like a pedophile at a wiggles concert 8)

NOW I DONT HAVE TO WATCH BREAKING DAWN :D

oh hey kikki k sent me a voucher :D too bad the closest one is like..not..close..lol.

Vinnys Back

2012-02-06T15:41:00.001+11:00

Stuck outside my house because I forgot my keys aishhh == so exhausted :(

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Swimming carnival today. 'Twas boring and fun in the way most school carnivals are. In the end, I'm glad I did competition because even though I didn't place that well, it was all for Mullavey. Yay :D Got to Strathfield super early and walked home but I realised I forgot to bring my keys so I ended up walking around the block aimlessly. Stalked pretty houses (OMG BELINDA YOU ARE RIGHT, THEY'RE SO NICE) and walked past Trinity and watched cute boys walk by who were, by the way, all under the age of 12 (LOL primary..). Speaking of primary, I officially have work experience WOOH finally! The lovely man by the name of Bruno, from Burwood PS accepted me for work experience and I'm super excited. Hopefully there are still some teachers there that I remember and I get put in a class with really cute kids teehee. Then my mum took me to get a blood test. The pain was bearable but when I saw the vials of MY blood I actually felt like fainting. So my mum felt sorry for me and got this yum Viet dessert called 'Chè ba màu' and it was all good :)

fresh air

2012-02-02T19:55:00.001+11:00

Just came back from family dinner to celebrate my brother going back to NSW! My dad walked out the house and was driving to the restaurant when he looked down and realised he was wearing crocs lawwl. Dayum, what a fashionista. ANYWAY, I feel like doing a recount of my day. Dev gave me a precious little ceramic turtle from the Cayman Islands, which I hastily swapped with David's because his was bigger, but thank you Dev! Love you bro :D Chinese food at sails today, I'm proud of myself for not buying anything. I only ate the really-disgusting-at-first-but-strangely-nice-after lolly which was free :) Then ballroom again! That was fun. Then first commerce lesson with Flood was pretty chill and I kinda understand it, so no regrets.. Skip to the end of the day, where I chatted with little Anna on the bus and it was pouring. Currently deciding where I want to go for work experience. I had this realisation that I reaaally want to do work experience at Burwood Public School (my old primary school) and read books to the Kindergarten kids and help with spelling and writing. Although I feel weird when everyone else is watching doctors run around and helping at law firms and I'm at a primary school teaching kids to colour between the lines. Idk

i can't describe it in anyway but this...

2012-02-01T22:53:00.002+11:00

...condensified twitter version.
seriously. speechless. from happiness. crap day is crap no more.

you wouldn't understand.

running from grey.

2012-01-31T18:13:00.000+11:00

grey skies make me feel tired. and distanced.
and then i feel like listening to nothing but this.

just when it counts.

Sigh

2012-01-30T19:29:00.002+11:00

Agree with Ivy agreeing with me LOL. Stayed up for the whole night into the early morning to watch the whole game but it was SO worth it. My favourite men's tennis players list has now changed since yesterday. It is now 1) Djokovic 2) Murray 3) Tomic and as for the women tennis players, Li Na tops them all - of course, I'm Asian :D

Time to do a list of goals like Yue Yue and the one Kevin has in his room. Here goes:

Goals for 2012

- Save and use money wisely. That means no more online shopping unless I really, desperately need something. No more buying fattie foods after school at Epping/Eastwood/Strathfield.

- Bronze Award. At the beginning of every year, I always say I'm going for the Bronze Award and join everything but give up halfway through the year == This year I will actually go to Amnesty and I will not piss off the librarian like I did last year, and actually shelve every week.

- Do well academically. Ha that's a given. Mini academic goals: 1) Top 30 for maths and english 2) Not come third last for VA 3) Cruise through Commerce LOL.

- Perfect the waterfall braid. Yeah :)

- Frequent yoga/pilates sesssions at home. You have a yoga mat for a reason. JEEZ. Nts: buy a CD with calming nature sounds like birds or ocean waves hahaah

When I look at this list at the end of the year, I better have successfully completed all of it >:D

Random but..

Saving up for:

your words were so, so, so sweet [2AM]

2012-01-30T12:56:00.000+11:00

AGREE WITH KIMBERLY BELOW. MOST INTENSE MATCH EVER :O but i'm so happy for djokovic :'''''''')
i didn't even watch the 5th set because i had to sleep..BUT I COULDNT SLEEP ASDF so i had to rely on mich's dodgy commentary (lol) and my constant refreshing of the aus open page on my phone lol >_>

http://www.whosay.com/novakdjokovic/videos/120250?code=kRO1jiB
GUYS. WTF. AWESOMENESS LEVEL INSTANTLY UP X1 BILLION. DAMMIT HIS CHINESE IS BETTER THAN MINE LMAO.
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last day already..oh well. I DID SOME RETAIL THERAPY IVY-STYLE (i.e. all by myself lol) TO END THE HOLIDAYS :)
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dream high 2 is starting to air today :o apparently IU cameos as pilsook :) ) SHE SHOULD BRING JASON LOL.

DJOKOVIC

2012-01-30T01:17:00.001+11:00

I take last post back, THIS is the best match I've ever watched.

Intense

2012-01-27T23:12:00.001+11:00

Omg Murray you can do this

AAARGGHHHH THIS MATCH SUCKS ==

0-40. Murrays still in this!!!!

YAYYYYYY GO MURRAY :D

Noooooo so close Murray :'(

That was actually the best match I've ever fully watched. SO INTENSE.

dance academy season 2 trailer :O

2012-01-27T13:38:00.000+11:00

aww shiet looks so good :o

HEY. STAY.

2012-01-26T21:20:00.003+11:00

hi there :D (finally posting alright kman? :p)

so today. was megaworm's pool party :D :D yay.

lol okay so i got to epping an hour early because..it's what i do. THAT'S HOW I ROLL. so i chilled around epping for a while and most of the shops were closed except morning glory lol so i went in there and there was this (middle aged?) woman and she was talking to the shop keeper person and she was like

'Is this korean music playing now?'

and shopkeeper was like

'Yeah, it is :)' (IT WAS 2NE1 LOL.)

and then woman was like

'Oh do you have any korean um..dramas? I'm looking for this one called 'You're Beautiful', for my daughter..'

and shopkeeper was like

'Oh no..sorry...no..sorry..'

and then i'm like

'YOU CAN WATCH IT ONLINE! :) like on the internet..' (cool, aren't i T_T )

and then woman is like

'Oh on the internet? Oh okay :)'

and shopkeeper is like

'o_______o'

and then we're walking out of the shop together

and woman is like

'My daughter is crazy about these korean dramas...'

and i'm like

'Ahaha..yeah. :)'

and woman is like

'What are the korean communities around here? I know eastwood is one..do you know what any other are?'

and i totally mindblank and i'm like

'Uh..strathfield? I think?' (IT IS, RIGHT?)

and woman is like

'Oh strathfield...i'll try there then :) :)'

and i'm like

'Yeah okay :) :)'

and woman is like

'Have you watched 'You're Beautiful'?'

and i'm like

'Yeah, it's one of my favourites :D :D'

and woman is like

'Yeah it's really..beautiful :')'

and i'm like

'Mmm..it is :)' (BECAUSE IT IS.)

and woman is like

'Are you korean?'

and i'm like

'LOOOOL no.'

and woman is like

'oh okay..it's just so hard to tell you know?' (this woman wasn't asian btw..lol. just saying :))

and i'm like

'*awkward laugh* sure it is :)'

and then we get to the lift and she gets on and i walk..away LOL. official random conversation of the week :P :P She seemed like a nice woman :D

and then a while later, i was going up the stairs of the station and then this asian woman is going down the stairs and she turns back and waits for her husband or brother or whatever and he's just standing at the top of the stairs looking at this iphone and i remember wondering why he was just standing there and if he was in the middle of a game or something and couldn't concentrate on going down the stairs..lol. JUST OBSERVING MY SURROUNDINGS OKAY?.

and then i get to the top of the stairs and the guy looks at me and he shoves the iphone in my face and i'm just like 'wtf' but it turns out it's a map LOL. and then he's saying all this stuff in mando or shang or whatever idk..and i'm just like 'o___o' because heck, i can barely understand canto as it is LOL

and then he points to this park on the map and i assume he's asking me how to get there and i'm completely mindblanking so i just point vaguely in some direction and he's all like 'OH THANKYOU THANKYOU' and i'm just like 'o_o i better be right..' and then he walks off and that's the end of my cool story. bro.

ANYWAY.

kevin's house is like.. >:O >:O >:O SO PRETTY :')

sooooo basically spent a lot of time getting shot in the face from waterguns (thanks guys. really, thanks. =='')

and eating mnms.

and figuring out what this lol game was (lol) (SEE WHAT I DID THERE? *MINDBLOWN)

and failing at mariokart aha

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OH LORD. MINDFUCKED.

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OH i watched 'Beastly' ..yesterday :) ALEX PETTYFER

except he isn't alex pettyfer for msot of it, he's scary face-tattooed guy or something lol.

mary-kate olsen was in it too :D she was scary goth witch chick aha

but hands down, the best thing about the movie was NEIL PATRICK HARRIS. BOOM. RAWR. he plays the blind tutor aha

wise man.

I ALSO FINISHED MOCKINGJAY WHOOP. the ending was kinda..bleh in comparison to the rest of the series but still.. :)

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sharapova and azarenka in the grand final :D :D it's going to be one loud match ahaha.

FEDERER OR NADAL?

happy australia day :) :)

Yipeeeelol what am i saying?

2012-01-23T18:29:00.000+11:00

Chúc Mừng Nǎm Mới/Happy Lunar New Year!

I hope everyone is having a wonderful Chinese New Year, Lunar New Year.. whatever you call it. A few days ago, I went to a CNY dinner with family friends at Parramatta and one of my friends' mum said to the waiter 'you're cute!' and the poor Asian guy turned beetroot red and couldn't look her in the eye when he put the food on the table LOL. Today I went to the temple with my family and got red pockets and these yummy milk lollies - love those!

I haven't been posting much these days (although I promise I will do a post about Melbourne soonish). I honestly don't know where my time goes, I mean, school in a little over a week.. WHAT?!?? In the wise words of Joey Tribbiani:

"WHY GOD, WHYYYYYYY?"

Anyways, getting back on track, what have I done in the last 5 weeks? Besides going to Melbourne, not much.. Went to the gym a few times, ate, read books, watched movies (The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo was good, but so dark and scary) and random and trash TV shows (Lizzie McGuire, 2 Broke Girls, Toddlers & Tiaras etc haha), watching tennis, pilates. Aisshh time to do the dreaded back-to-school shopping at Officeworks. Who knows what Year 10 will bring?

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MINKPINK Global Campaign 2012

Call me superficial, but pretty clothes make me happy! Excited for tomorrow :)

2012-01-22T18:24:00.000+11:00

I'M VERY WORRIED FOR TOMIC D:< FEDERER SHOULD RETIRE ALREADY. I MEAN SERIOUSLY, HE'S DONE ENOUGH LOL. GO AUSTRALIA :D :D :D
and li na lost T_T it was so close :( :( :(

happy chinese new year's eve everyone :) you the bomb.

today. i thought
What Now?

and i also made a lego house with my little sister.

'..a dissident Chinese blogger,..'

2012-01-20T20:40:00.000+11:00

i got two more vaccinations today D: it was totally fun. made my day. T_T but yeaaaah.
Today I Also
finished another anime :D it's called kaze no stigma or 'stigma of the wind' or something looool. it's pretty intense 8) or towards the end anyway. and the main guy is so badass. he's all like POWPOWAWESOMENESS. yeah.
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ahaha my tumblr dash is exploding with stuff about how everyone on tumblr is going to get arrested because of SOPA or PIPA and how we should all have prison parties aha. we're so cool.

anyway, if you haven't already read about it,

http://www.news.com.au/technology/fbi-shuts-down-megauploadcom-charges-seven-with-online-piracy/story-e6frfro0-1226249114650

RESPECT. i followed them on twitter ahahaha.

oh hey they have a tumblr..

We are Anonymous. We are Legion. We are everywhere and anywhere. We are gay in Texas, black in 1950s Selma, Basque separatists in Spain, Kurdish in Iraq and Syria, an anarchist in France, a Palestinian in Israel, a dissident Chinese blogger, a Gypsy in Poland, an Inuit in Nunavut, a hackivist in the UK, a single woman on the Metro at 2am, a peasant without land, an Occupier in Zuccotti Park, a gang member in the slums, the boy in the cafeteria sitting alone, a protestor in Egypt, a child soldier in Somalia, an unhappy student drowning in debt, a family foreclosed upon, and of course, you.
We are all exploited, marginalized, and oppressed minorities who feel the fire of rebellion in their hearts and rise up to resist and alter the status quo. We are every disenfranchised person who is waking up to find that yes, he has worth and deserves more out of life. We are every majority that must now be silent and listen to the message of dissatisfaction thrust before us on the global stage. We are every movement and rebellion channeling its energy into physaction. The nagging fear of reprisal, the Cimmerian thoughts that keep those in power awake at night and disquieted — this is all Anonymous.

ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.

2012-01-18T22:08:00.000+11:00

so uh, this, i don't know how many times i've watched or, mostly, just listened, but it's a lot :) not just because ben mckenzie lol (Y) or because i miss when australian idol used to be the best thing on tv or because it's such an obscure song that he's amazing for just knowing it or because imogen heap sings the most heartbreaking-ly beautiful songs or because jason derulo got his debut song 'whatcha say' from this or... i don't even know :)

cheers.

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i got my blood test done today :O and the doctor decided to give me another vaccination which means i got two needles stuck in my arms which i was not prepared for. at all. so. unpleasant surprise ahaha. seriously, i dislike pain as much as flying insects. so anyway. it hurt when he first stabbed me with the needle. but i took it like a man. loljk i was so freaked i started laughing, yes as in hysteric laughing T_T my mum had a 'wtf' face on. and then soon enough there was a vial of my blood. whoopdedo :p

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congratulations to my sister for getting into a med course! :) :) SHE DESERVES IT, I THINK AHA. except she'll be moving away. which kind of sucks :(

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oh gotta watch glee :D

this is war.

2012-01-17T21:17:00.000+11:00

so i went to bondi today. actually went outside. :O
i think i got sunburnt again..
but yes :)
PERFECT BEACH WEATHER for those males who bailed. (whats that, a rhyme? why i didn't even notice.)
we went shoe shopping as well 8)
I NOW HAVE BROGUES YAY. i dont know why they were so cheap but. i'm not complaining :D
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so i was thinking. next year. i shall start a new blog. and leave this one behind. so i'll have one for primary school, one for junior high school and one for senior high school :) good plan? good plan. KIMBERLY WANT TO JOIN ME AGAIN? 8) we shall start thinking of urls. for a whole year. it better be a damn good url lol.
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hahahahahaha. i lol-ed. not a haha-lol, more like a wtf-lol.
it's this blog that i just..happened on. and yes it has one post only. but if it had any more posts..LOL. seriously. wtf. IT REMINDS ME OF THOSE BOOKS I USED TO READ :O
http://theinsidejoke.blogspot.com/
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i want to watch:

i already read the whole synopsis though (couldnt stop reading D:) so if we do watch it, i'll be sitting there RUINING IT ALL >:D

and

this. i am in love with this trailer hehe. kristen stewart is irrelevant :P

and

this. because i still haven't. and i feel like i would be a disgrace to all of asia if i didn't watch it sometime soon. yes the 'summer 1998' makes me feel bad.

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i watched mblaq's mv for this is war. it's good. i like it :) it kind of reminds me of one of ss501's mvs..i dunno lol. i never really listened to mblaq before so..we'll see haha. their new EP sounds alriiiight ... :) anyway i fell like i'm talking about nothing right now and you probably don't care (i'm so misunderstood D:) so BYE.

Sunny (with a Chance of Meatballs)

2012-01-16T22:46:00.001+11:00

Today was so bloody hot in Melbourne and my mother decides to go to St Kilda beach because it's really pretty and picturesque according to the brochures. It's not. It's very dull and quiet and for once I'm proud to be from Sydney.

Then we went shopping at Chapel St! Mother and I went to Topshop yay. The outside is a rectangle brick building, but the interior was impressive! 'twas quite successful shopping there, ended up getting a sweater for winter, skirt and suspender stockings. Thanks to a 10% off student discount I had SOME money left haha. Then went to eat dinner at Springvale (the cabra/bankstown equivalent) and now we're watching tennis on TV.

YAYYYY GO TOMIC YOU LEGEND !!!!!

Hello from Melbourne !

2012-01-14T16:41:00.001+11:00

After a one hour flight, climbing 3 flights of stairs and staring out my window I have come to the conclusion that Melbourne is basically Sydney but with prettier buildings and yellow taxis. So what did I do today? Dad rented a car and drove around CBD and through Chapel St where we went past Topshop and American Apparel!!! Going there in the next few days, so excited :) Mum is dragging us to Great Ocean Drive or something like that tomorrow ==

First thing I did when I woke up this morning was watch the One Thing music video. ISN'T IT CUTE? :D

it's an idiom, you idiot

2012-01-12T19:49:00.001+11:00

hmm so today I went to watch 'The Muppets'! By the way, today was the first day it came out, so I'd call myself a hardcore fan 8) Anywho, sat next to a Buddhist monk. That was interesting. The movie was good for a children's one. There were quite a few references to pop culture that I'm pretty sure a lot of the kids didn't understand, like Dirty Dancing and the Devil Wears Prada and there were so many guest stars - Emily Blunt, Neil Patrick Harris (!!!), Selena Gomez, Whoopi Goldberg, Manny from Modern Family, Jack Black, just to name a few.

brb, packing for Melbourne :D

can you see that what I need is where you are? [cnblue]

2012-01-12T16:21:00.002+11:00

I had the weirdest dream. It was actually kinda scary D:

The Acupuncture Teahouse

So we were on this field trip yeah? And we went to this random ass construction site or something o_o and we just walked around doing I don't know what and the only building that was there was one of those old chinese houses? Okay not really a house because it was freaking huge lol but yeah it was like those house/palace thingies you see in movies set in ancient china with the imperial family and shiz yeah? LOL.
So we were still walking around doing nothing and it was getting dark and then I get a call and they're like 'congratulations blahblah there's a party and you're invited and you have to go and it's in the chinese acupuncture teahouse' (ikr like wtf is an acupuncture teahouse T_T). So THEN we're like 'cool yay a party let's go to that chinese building' so then we go.
But then we get lost and end up on the balcony thing of the building next to it (yes, there is now another building in the construction site ==''). So we're like 'oh how are we supposed to get across to the other building?' and then this woman comes out on to the balcony verandah thing opposite us and she just stares at us and it's really creepy and then she does this scary ass thing with her hands like she's trying to kill us (yeah I don't know how that works either) and we're freaking out and then this guy comes along and pulls her away and he's like 'oh don't do it, not yet' and we're just like 'WTF WAS THAT' and then we're running like mad away but then somehow I end up by myself because everyone's gone (seriously guys? Thanks for that. T_T).
Then I'm thinking 'What if evil witchy lady gets even more pissed because I'm running away?' So then I decide to go to the stupid party anyway lol.
Then I somehow get to the acupuncture tea house and I'm just walking along and then I end up in a room and somehow I am drinking a milk popper (I hate milk. I really do. I don't even.. T_T). Then scary witchy lady walks in with another lady and then they start talking about me and it's really creepy and I'm just standing there like a retard and she leaves and other lady offers me a cup of tea. Then I'm thinking 'Hell no, that could be poisoned.' so I'm like 'Could I finish my milk first?' and then other lady is like 'Okay.' and she leaves.
And then I run away and I run for ages and ages and it's really dark and scary until somehow I am in Carlingford lol, outside school. And the bus is there and I run on and everyone is like 'Oh hey, you're alive!' but I'm dying because I'm so tired from running for so long.
And then I woke up.
And started listening to CNBLUE so everything's a-okay :)

Yeah I have weird dreams.
Like that one where..*ahem LMAO
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I am in such a CNBLUE bubble right now :) They have this korean album. And all the songs are in korean right? And then they have their jap album, and it's a lot of the same songs except this album is mostly in english 8) And it's like..some of the songs sound so much more hardcore when they're in korean and I don't understand what they're saying LOL. Still, their songs..i don't know how to explain it without sounding lame but :')

I am still in our memory
And I,
I am still in our love story.
And I,
I am still waiting for you here.
[cnblue]

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we're planning for our bronze test hike already..so much to do :/ i wish iverach was coming with us. AND WHAT IF WE'RE BROKEN UP?! THAT WOULD REALLY SUCK.
i feel tired just thinking about this lol.
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i have to get a blood test for stupid work experience T_T this sucks beyond all compare. DOES IT HURT?..LOL.

please don't go, go, go

2012-01-10T20:31:00.002+11:00

this. actually pissed me off so much. like.. T_T IGNORANT FOOLS. but it's kinda funny because now there's all this stuff on twitter and youtube hating on this video aha.

because. hey. stuff like this exists. i mean AOEIRJA;WOIFJW;OIF;JA MINDBLOWN.

and i just like this :D

OMG WHAT CNBLUE RELEASED A NEW SONG.. >:O LIKE LITERALLY A DAY..OR SO..AGO..ASOFJ;ASOEIJFA;SOIFJ

Surry Hills edits

2012-01-09T18:08:00.002+11:00

vous êtes belle, non?

2012-01-09T12:29:00.001+11:00

Brown, Larsson, Niffenegger.

Mcguire. Damn I miss the days of innocent TV, three way calls and crimped hair. I love watching Lizzie's typical teenage adventures that always have a moral behind each episode. Episode 11: "what assignment are you doing, Lizzie?" "I-I-I..I. WANT. A BRA." lmaooo

things ivy is grateful for today:

2012-01-07T22:25:00.000+11:00

bros.
street-signs.
credit coming back.
early morning cereal.
things going back to the way they were.
officers who don"t check train tickets.
hipster crowds.
thai food.
charm bracelets.
ladies who charge you less because you say that aforementioned charm bracelet is perfect.
said charm bracelet's tinkly sound.
$5 harry potter books.
people watching.
hills for exercise.
wake up texts. (yes gerry, THANKYOU.)
big green coles bags.
careful check-ins.
mean girls quotes.
frozen yoghurt.

so i, k & k (lol) went to surry hills markets today :) chilled in strath with evan as well (HAD TO GIVE BACK THE IPAD *SNIFF) and then walked to jayne's toooo :)

it's not a party without us.

aw jeez.

2012-01-05T22:18:00.003+11:00

it's been a while ;)
early morning yoga today :) (okay, it was at 10:30 but heck, that's freaking like the break of dawn to me now lol) it was so intense T_T i swear, another downward facing dog? WANNA DIE? :(
so. did you know onenote has this password protect thing for your sections? it's pretty cool. therefore, you shall see no more encryptions from me on this blog 8) unless i secretly want you to read it so we can bitch together. lol. >:)
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the weather. thunderstorms in january? really?

*sigh. okay i want to talk to someone. D: IT'S LIKE THE WORLD IS CLOSED OFF ONCE I'M OUT OF CREDIT OR SOMETHING. why aren't you on virgin :(
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just got quietly mindblown. WHAT IF

anyway. you suck, this sucks and i probably suck too.
what the actual fuck is with you?

My precioussss

2012-01-05T19:42:00.001+11:00

Took my little cousin to watch Alvin & The Chipmunks: Chipwrecked. It was so unbelievably cute. I think I was the only person in the cinema aged between 12-25 but nonetheless I enjoyed it heaps !! 8)

LOOOOOOOL SHIET THIS IS HILARIOUSSS

Oh snap

2012-01-04T14:37:00.000+11:00

Dad got tickets for Australian Open at Rod Laver Arena :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
..
I WISH I HAD A POOL SOOOOO BAD

510 euphoria

2012-01-02T18:55:00.000+11:00

Second day of the year.. hope everyone had an excellent start to the year :) Went to the city with my mum but didn't get that much. Only a dress from Quirky Circus by Minkpink and 2 Rimmel nail polishes. You know what I realised? I'm actually quite lucky to have little kids to babysit because it's decent money and not too much effort hahah ! Plus, it's quite amusing and nice being around little people with such positive outlooks on life.

ATTENTION ALLLLLL !

Hi. So. Who wants to go to Bondi beach on Sunday? If you haven't noticed the weather is mighty fine (actually it's freaking perfect beach weather ..just saying). Just a suggestion, because I have this random urge to go to the beach :p And dibs not planning because I hate planning things hehe THAT IS ALL

New year, new you

2012-01-01T00:00:00.000+11:00

New Year's Resolutions

- be healthier

- learn more about Buddhism

- stop comparing, over-analysing and blowing things out of proportion

- start feeling more comfortable in my own skin

- make a new friend

- be happy

Happy New Year :)

Helloooo 2012

coming to a close.

2011-12-31T21:03:00.000+11:00

we're finally there.

2011 was the year which took much too long to finish but still finished much too quickly.

it was the year of ruse fourteen's year nine.

it was the year of the boyfriend. the musical, i mean. ;)

it was the year of extreme weather.

it was the year of the identity crisis.

it was the year a certain wonderful year adviser left us.

it was the year we said goodbye to harry potter.

it was the year i met these people, and i mean really met these people that changed me.

it was the year elizabeth taylor died.

it was the year prince william found himself a princess.

it was the year i got hooked on kdramas, animes and korean music.

it was the year we doubted ourselves and found insignificance.

it was the year of the iphone 4s.

it was the year this blog picked up another author!

it was the year of the lonelies.

it was the year i got braces again.

it was the year of things blown out of proportion.

it was the year i went to china and died.

it was the year taylor swift told me stories.

it was the year 'The Academy Is...' disbanded.

it was the year Panic! released a new album.

it was the year divisions were made.

it was the year kim kardashian got married and divorced in a blink.

it was the year of wednesday sport.

it was the year lindsay lohan went crazy.

it was the year of the online shopper.

it was the year of slowing to a standstill as a consequence of going too fast.

it was the year of the bro.

it was the year we topped the hsc. again. booyah. :D

it was the year i watched a lunar eclipse.

it was the year of the duke of ed hike, and the cramped tent and the two minute noodles and the long walks of silence.

it was the year our letterbox was reduced to a pile of bricks, but got resurrected.

it was the year i started reading again.

it was the year osama bin laden died.

it was the year that one direction came.

it was the year i fell asleep a lot.

it was the year i spilled nail polish remover on my laptop.

it was the year of the seven things (or six).

it was the year of the encrypted posts.

it was the year i stoned through.

it was the year of lying in the grass.

it was the year of plane letters.

it was the year i played bass clarinet.

it was the year of the all-important dnm.

it was the year we got to 7 billion people.

it was the year we went to canberra and fell asleep and got owned.

it was the year clijsters and djokovic won the australian open.

it was the year bieber released a movie and nail polish and got himself a girlfriend.
it was the year my hair measured 69 cm.
it was the year of early morning ipt and sport training.
it was the year i came away with something strange.

50 things. i'll look back one day.
for now, i'd like to wish you all a happy new years eve and a happy new years when the time comes :)
WE MADE IT.

lol i can see the post kimberly wrote for later ;) ;)

vegetable time.

2011-12-31T00:19:00.000+11:00

new years eve. Next year will be the time to do things right. For today though..i'll continue to stay up ridiculously late, wake up also ridiculously late, watch ridiculous amounts of whatever remotely interests me, and eat ridiculous amounts of junk food. Let's see how long i can hold onto this for.

daydreaming.

2011-12-29T14:27:00.000+11:00

i've been daydreaming a lot. it's nice :)
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i started watching personal preference...i swear, the more i watch, the more the main girl reminds me of jan di from bof o__o

THIS. I LITERALLY COULD NOT STOP LAUGHING. LMH'S SCREAM (Y)

Photo diary (this & that)

2011-12-28T13:04:00.001+11:00

#random1: I have an obsession with tea right now. Had it yesterday at Yum Cha, at home after shopping and this morning because I had a seriously bad stomach ache. Mmm love the taste of tea 8)

#random2: I forgot to mention ages ago, but I'm going to Melbourne January 14-19. So excited for shopping with my mum (Topshop!) and watching Australian Open with my dad and brother. My dad wanted to DRIVE to Melbourne but my mum put her foot down and said NO WAY was she spending 12 hours in a car. Thank you mother

#random3: Probably dropping Drama to do Commerce next year with Katherine but only if I get Webb as a teacher :)

27/12/11

Was a fun day. Saw James Li eating with his mum at Yum Cha, pretending not to know us LOL

26/12/11

& swimmers

25/12/11

Cousins

20/12/11

LA Talent dance concert

16/12/11

12/12/11

Last few days of school

table 27.

2011-12-27T21:51:00.000+11:00

I'm getting up to the good part in pride and prejudice where elizabeth goes to pemberley for a visit and she meets darcy and realises that he's actually perfect.
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Today was. The first time i went out in the holidays. Feat. Kimberly, katherine and coon who crashed lol. KIM TRAN YOU LAZY HOBO. But yeeeees. So tired though D: cemented the brotherhood with our total hardcore piercings AHEMLOL. no more completely useless bro hats for us :p
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okay so um here's my list of series' to watch!
IVY'S SUPER AWESOME LIST OF AWESOMENESS!
- The Secret Circle
- Nikita
- The Lying Game

Watch them! WATCH THEM ALL :D
The Secret Circle is sort of like vampire diaries somehow except there's no vampires (yet), just witches. And demons which possess humans and make them scary as shits.
Nikita is about this government organisation called Division and they get teens who land in jail and give them new identities and train them to become assassins and it's pretty awesome. And this woman Nikita used to be part of it but then she fell in love with a civilian and they killed him so she wants to get revenge and it's all hardcore with lots of fighting and cool stuff lol.
The Lying Game is about these two girls who are twins and they were both adopted or put into foster care with different parents and then they find each other and it gets complcated lalala okeydokies?
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i can't believe it's the end of the year. I need to figure out a way to celebrate, or mourn or whatever.
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anyway i have some random ass ss501 song stuck in my head.

Mustard yellow

2011-12-26T17:39:00.001+11:00

Woke up super early today and went to city with my mum for Boxing Day sales. I came really early, so there wasn't that many people there as opposed to when I left and there was a massive queue for the elevator! Met up with Julie on the train. Fitting rooms at the Miss Shop section were so long -___- Went to Myer and saw Jayne when I was waiting in line to pay and I bumped into Brittany working. She got a bob hair cut!! She looked very pretty! Got some nice stuff, maybe I'll do a clothes haul blog post tomorrow after shopping again haha? Then my mum forced me to leave because we went to my dentist's house for lunch. The dentist's son, as my mum puts it, is my potential future husband omfg == so we had to leave the city so early :(

There was this 4 year old called Isabella and she was sooo cute (whats with me and cute kids? Pedo me..). She got this glittery moisturiser and rubbed it all over her face and her whole face ended up being super sparkly. And for Christmas, she got an iPad. Damn. Kids these days.

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DJ Earworm Mashup - United State of Pop 2011 (World Go Boom)

What do you guys think?

no more tomorrow.

2011-12-26T16:35:00.000+11:00

thiiiiiiis. tablo is a guy from epik high. and everyone knows taeyang lol.

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christmas was lovely. :)

Fa-la-la

2011-12-25T10:25:00.002+11:00

Merry Christmas Everyone !

Have an amaaaazing Christmas Day everyone and enjoy the awesome weather (it's hot finally!). Eat yourself silly, open presents and spend some good quality time with your families. I'm going to chill for the day, eating nice food my mum made and reading a good book then going to my Aunt's house for a whole family gathering to open presents and eat Viet food. The next morning, my mum and I, the dedicated shoppers we are, are waking up at 6 to go the the city for boxing day sales. Then shopping again the day after at Parra with some crazy kids. Yoga date on Wednesday, baby-sitting on Thursday.. this week will be awesome!

dust is settling.

2011-12-24T01:00:00.000+11:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE KEVIN!
That is all i logged on to say. Loljk I HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE A WONDERFUL, AMAZING CHRISTMAS EVE!
And i finished my next anime..all 50 episodes of it lol. ON TO SEASON TWO!
i know this is kind of a pathetic excuse of a blog right now so..sorry :D KIMBERLYYYYY POST FFS D:
But yeah. I don't know about kimberly but this is what happens when you have one very bored person who can't be bothered to do anything in the holidays.

goodbye, sun.

2011-12-20T12:57:00.000+11:00

Fuar so i bailed on kelly + kevin's birthday city thing.. SORRY GUYS. And i bailed on the reunion thingie..SORRY GUYS.

i am actually antisocial as shit.
At least i still have the ipad.SORRY EVAN.
NEVER FEAR! Tomorrow i start fitness first and also a dance class at dgen studios :)ANYONE ONE WHO WANTS TO IS WELCOME TO JOIN ME.
so yesterday i started this anime. It was just a random thing, neveer heard of it before and only watched it because it was in this youtube video of best something something animes lol. So i watched it. And i wasn't very confident that it would be any good because lately, all the ones i've tried...have sucked. Basically. But then. IT WAS ACTUALLY GOOD. So then i just sat there and watched it. All freaking 25 episodes. And i stayed up till 4. I REGRET NOTHING. except that now i'm strangely depressed because that's what happens everytime i finish watching a series. And i never watch the whole thing in one go. So i'm depressed. Sort of like...Post-partum depression lol.
it's called 'la'corda doro' and i won't tell you what it's about because it will sound very lame. But the guys are pretty hot LOL. except the dude who all the girls are in love with. Like seriously, what is up with his hair? It's longer than mine.
i feel somewhat deflated. Zzz. Maybe i should've gone. Eff too late now. I NEED TO DO SOMETHING TO MAKE TODAY NOT A WASTE OF A DAY. maybe i should walk my dog. I should do that more often. Or maybe i'll go chillax with polly who is also being antisocial next door. Or maybe i'll just study. fml.
this sucks. Never again.

oh honey.

2011-12-16T22:58:00.000+11:00

hai today i actually did shit. sorry, guys (or gals) who went to city, for bailing on you. and sorry to guys (and gals) who went to parra for bailing on you too. I REGRET NOTHING.
so i woke up at my normal school time and lay in bed being all depressed and listening to the getaway plan. which made me more depressed but you know, when you gotta listen to something, you gotta listen to it :p
so then afterwards, my mother and i decided to go to rhodes to do some christmas shopping. yay. so we split up to do our own thing and i went and ohmygod cotton on. EVERYTHING ON SALE IT WAS BEAUTIFUL LOL. so in the end, i managed to finish my christmas shopping for everyone (including buying this stupid popup book for my little sister which took me like an hour to find T_T) and..for myself as well.. 8) rawr.
so a few hours later, i was just randomly sitting around, wondering where my mum was because she wasn't picking up her mobile so then i just ceebs to wait because i dislike waiting (!) and i just walked home. like a hobo. on the long walk back, i contemplated. and some random guy on a bike waved at me. and then i got home and the house was empty and i settled down to watch some chuck i found on echeng's ipad. rawr.
then eventually my mum drove home and told me her phone died. rawr.
so i spent a few hours blissfully wrapping christmas presents and then apparently i was meant to pick up my little sister from school and i was very very late. so i had to run and it was my first time going back there for literally..years. so it was kind of mindfucking and i thought i went the wrong way and i was dying because i was so unfit and i was running in skinnies and rabens T_T but w/e i wasn't late at all. rawr.
it was the last day for them, and everywhere, all these kids were crying and hugging their friends and announcing to the world that they were best friends forever and it was all so innocent and heartbreaking.
rawr.
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so i was talking to this guy called miranda kerr (i know you're reading this) and it was a very..thought provoking (lol) conversation.
by the end of the holidays i will be
what was it?
enlightened.

now to finish watching bride & prejudice. it's ridiculously bollywood aha.

5-4-3-2..

2011-12-16T21:56:00.000+11:00

New Year's Eve was a cute movie, such a shame only 5 people were in the whole cinema. So hilarious when we almost had a popcorn fight with the other girls in the cinema but that's a story I should leave to Kim & Katherine to tell haha :D Spent so much money today, I'm going to be poor one week into the holidays D:

What I spent money on:

Train ticket
Movie tickets and food
Leather notebook
Sushi
'Keep Calm and Carry On' canvas tote bag
Things from Priceline that I shall not say here lol
Burgundy blouse
Bus ticket

Almost have no money left for my superficial wishlist D:

Superficial Wishlist:

New earphones
Statement necklace I was eyeing off today at Lovisa
Gym ball
Fringe anything!

And thankyou Belinda!! I opened your Christmas present today - everything was very pretty and I love them all very much. And the card(s) were so cute :')

clean, white love [lisamitchell]

2011-12-15T20:54:00.001+11:00

Currently typing this on echeng's ipad 8)i was meant to return it to him but i LEGITLY FORGOT! And look, what do you know, now it's the holidays and im keeping it forever hehe. Jk.
anyWay. The end huh? Sad, really. I can't help but look forward to next year, because i just have this feeling that it's going to be even better and that big (AND I MEaN BIG!)things shall happen.. Lol. year ten is supposed to be full intense with the work and stuff but how do i put it..IM SURE THERE SHALL BE PLENTY OF SILVER LINING :) if not, well...we have each other :) speaking of that, BIG SHOUTOUT TO EVERY SINGLE GLORIOUS PERESON IN RUSEFOURTEEN BECAUSE YOUNARE ALL AMAZING AND WE'VE ALL BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH TOGETHER AND I LOVE YOU ALL.
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today was utterly unproductive aha. Reports well...could've been worse :) ipt party was so...lol. We literally just sat there eating and watching youtube clips of reallife pokemon and some gaming thing..like true nerds ==' then english we had another party and it was so messy LOL. but fml i'm going to miss mayers so much :( she let me take pride and prejudice home for the holidays..after i've been searching for it for so long in the library AND THERE WAS JUST A PILE OF THEM IN THE ENGLISH ROOM.
the last two periods were the perfect chill winding down moments. Just sat in the shade and talked about the most random shit with richard t's lovely flute playing in the background aha. The weather was finally perfect.
i cried inside from the realisation that everything was going by too fast and that there just wasn't enough time to appreciate anything.
my mother said cheesecake. Brb.
TWO THINGS RIGHT IN MY WORLD AT THIS MOMENT OF TIME:
1. my love of cheesecake.
2. Tumblr on ipad is freaking amazing.
now to go and download the songs stella recommended to me :) i think they will be ridiculously indie. Aha

thankyou again rusefourteen. There's so much more i want to say but i can't quite seem to, or maybe it's because i don't want to think about all that depressing stuff about how it's the end. Either way, thankyou thankyou. Today has been kind of a happy ending type of day, quietly and out of nowhere, making things right.

What's wrong with me

2011-12-14T19:11:00.001+11:00

This morning, Edmond gave me the sweetest Christmas card. Love you man! Well as usual, school today was pointless. Read 'One Day' during PE while everyone else played touch and watched Michelle Phan, JLS and One Direction in history. Took middle-parting photos and planned our escape at lunch and after casually walking to the front lawn, Belinda, Kim, Katherine and I ran to the bus stop like speds. We missed 2 buses then we watched another one go pass LOL. And then Kim saw Mr Gengiah drive past and wave at us HAHAH just proves that no teachers really care. Ate and talked at Carlo Court - found out some interesting stuff hehe Hmm then we found out maths classes were up and we all hyperventilated and called everyone to see what class we got in. Wooh happy mainly because Devdawg is in my class, maths will be so fun now! Then we walked out and saw the school bus so we sprinted to the bus (AGAIN like speds lol) attempting to chase down the bus but sadly we were too slow :( So there we were, running retardedly after the bus. So tired when I got home zzzz. My dad's painting the bathroom that I use everyday, so I have to shower in the creepy shower upstairs. And that is my day thus far.

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Why should someone else's opinion of someone matter?

Why should it affect me? WHY DO I CARE?

Because deep inside I sort-of-maybe-kind-of-really agree.

live in a bubble, slip on the curves [thetellers]

2011-12-14T17:28:00.002+11:00

it's ridiculous about how happy i am to be in such a crappy maths class...LOL. mainly because
I AM EXCITED! because i really do like the people in my class! :D :D SHOUT OUT TO MOMO, FINALLY IN THE SAME CLASS AS YOU AGAIN GIRL WHOOP. AND ALSO TO ANGELALA IN CANADA YAY AH IM HAPPY :)
*UPDATE sigh AND MICKEY P AS WELL T_T---

a pop rock band from belgium :) there's something about them.
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guys, watch new girl! really! it's actually legit hilarious :D
currently torn between starting doctor who
or pokemon.
LOL.
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zzz waiting for glee.

"Will you take off your shirt..Seriously? It's like you're Photoshopped!"

2011-12-13T19:32:00.003+11:00

Watched Crazy, Stupid, Love a few days ago. It was a good movie - one of those movies where everything is confusing at the beginning but then comes together at the end and everything makes sense. This was my favourite scene!! When Ryan Gosling's character tells Hannah he seduces girls by doing the Dirty Dancing scene and they do it but they end up spending the night just talking. So cute :) RYAN GOSLING OMG. He couldn't be any more perfect aaah.

Currently reading "One Day" by David Nicholls which starred Anne Hathaway in the movie. I'm always watching and reading all this rom-com sappy stuff nowadays hahahah don't judge -____- AND BTWZ, just downloaded a video called 'Basic Yoga' - half an hour of simple stretches and poses wooh time to use my yoga mat teehee :)

clicky.

2011-12-12T18:33:00.000+11:00

lolwut.
so you know in my stats, there's a bit that shows all the stuff like pageviews and shit yeah?
and lately, this is what i've been seeing.
lookie.

like what the hell. i don't understand? i mean, i'm not saying it's a bad thing, go click on that post all you want, go for it lol but i just want to know WHAT IS SO SPECIAL ABOUT THAT POST. wtf. i feel like i'm missing something. o_o if this is YOU looking at that post 118 times, GOOD FOR YOU, YOU ROCK just..why o_O

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zzzzzzzzzzzzRAWRzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

i'm waiting for it to set in that it's the end of year 9, because right now, it feels like the very middle of the year when you have so much more to do. not that there's anything to do. more like i have that feeling that usually comes with winter, of being bored, and tired and being shades of gray instead of colours of the rainbow. kind of sucks because everyone else is busy being colours of the rainbow and fire and i'm just here, having given up on trying to keep up. i'm satisfied with just going along with everything at minimal pace and only doing things which are effortless because any other option simply takes too much effort.

I'm just gonna keep on waiting

2011-12-11T20:19:00.001+11:00

Went to a family friend's Christmas party today. Because it was raining, everyone was inside and it was really loud from all the Asian parents (plus one South African guy LOL) chatting away. Soooo many little kids everywhere. There was the cutest baby girl who's half Viet and half South African and she has the prettiest eyes, longest eyelashes and the softest browny-blond hair. Fuarr i just wanted to eat her hahahh. So my friend's uncle dressed up as Santa Claus and when he went down the stairs all the kids screamed and half of them were so scared. He started giving out presents and in the end everyone in the room had a present. It was sweet :) Complete with the rain outside and the lights of the Christmas tree, it was just a really nice moment. :)

sparkles.

2011-12-11T13:05:00.000+11:00

so did anyone catch the lunar eclipse last night? :) :) it was beauuuutiful. i tried for the better half of an hour to get a decent picture of it and i failed epicly T_T
but yeah. it looked like this. (and this is not my picture ahaha)

the lunar eclipse is meant to symbolise change, and any goals you make during the lunar eclipse, the universe is supposed to have great power in making happen. yipee except i forgot to make a goal.
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anyway, apologies for my absence but i'm here now :D
the plan for today:
- repaint nails
- christmas shopping
- gym if i feel like it. which i probably won't.
- wash hair.
- start english project? aha.
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Ooh lala

2011-12-10T23:54:00.001+11:00

Look out the window. apparently the moon is meant to be red tonight

BRING IT

2011-12-09T09:23:00.001+11:00

Yesterday I went to Belinda's house after school. We did hardcore yoga for 1 and a half hours (Y). GUYS, don't underestimate the power of yoga, it's actually 1937623 times harder than it looks. This is what happened:

[Ten minutes into the video]
Me: SO TIRED. CAN'T DO ANYMORE. I'M GONNA DIE
Belinda: err.. yoga hasn't even started, we're still stretching

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I finished the video hehe- so proud. I was.. dead after though. I now realise how unfit I am LOL But the good thing was I woke up feeling super sore but I felt less fat haha. Thank you to my kris kringle person, because I know what you got me and I LIKE it :D (I got a y0g@ m@ )

[playing with Brendan's iPhone]
Me: What is the meaning of life?
Siri: (a long paragraph about the Philosophical meaning of life)
Me: Siri you're hot
Siri: Sorry, I do not know what you mean by 'Share your heart'

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Chilled on the oval for most of the Christmas quad thing. Ran around for 1 minute barefoot but I sat down again because I was so tired (HENCE, I need to be more fit). Took some lovely, candid and not-so-candid shots haha :)

We.Are.Doing.Your.Hair.For.Formal.Ivy.

Yes, definitely.

these were the less spedtastic photos lol

it the most beautiful time of the year [david chen's deep thoughts]

2011-12-09T09:06:00.001+11:00

Ya know... ITS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL TIME OF THE YEAR
LIGHTS FILLING STREETS BRINGING SO MUCH CHEER
I SHOULD BE PLAYING IN THE WINTER SNOW
BUT IMMA BE UNDER THE MISTLETOE!!

anyway... its friday friday
gotta get down on friday
looking forward to the weekend weekend
FRIDAY FRIDAY
GOTTA GET DOWN ON FRIDAY
EVERYBODYS LOOKING FORWARD TO THE WEEKEND (:

so WASSUP GUYS?!?! nearly hols and im looking forward to the SHOPPING SEASON!!!! We all have a passion for fashion and its time to check out the latest summer clothing!! :D

science right now... ya know chillaxing like a G BRUH. with da gangstas (Y)

also... i reckon david chen is SUCH A COOL GUY!! OMG... he is like THE BEST :P

oh and i like michael chuns hair... looks as blonde as edmonds brain

ANYWAY G2G CATCHA YA L8ER ALLIGATORS

guess who i am?!?! :D

d.

2011-12-07T19:43:00.000+11:00

today. most pointless day ever. why did i go to school ==''
literally spent most of it in the library or the hall.
watching the bridge testing for 3 periods..fuar just gave up and stoned for most of it lol.
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so i read about this mathematician
evariste galois.
he was 20 when he got shot in a duel and died.
and you know what? he was a freaking genius.
so basically, he couldn't back out of the duel and he knew he was going to lose, but he had all this maths that he didn't want to die with him, so the night before the duel, he wrote it down and in the margins next to some bits he wrote 'don't have time' because he didn't have time to prove them, he just knew he was right. so then he sent it all off to his friend and later on, after his death, it was proven that he WAS right and he solved all these long standing problems.
it's just a pity that he had to die so young. i guess he came in with a bang from his brilliant mind and left with a bang, a violent, tragic one too.
'Don't cry Alfred! I need all my courage to die at twenty.' that's what he said before he died.
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ah so spent most of the afternoon in the library with winnie and momo :D literally crawled around on the floor up and down every single book shelf looking for good books :p GATHERED QUITE A COLLECTION :D and strategically hid a book for momo loooool. noone shall ever find it. literally rofl-ed at the most randomest things and went through a bunch of astrology books :D :D aww it was so simply..nice :') you had to be there.
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you know when you convince yourself to do something you know you shouldn't? like watch that next episode instead of sleeping. and you're all like 'I REGRET NOTHING.' but then later
you realise you do.
yeah?
no?
aish only people on tumblr get me. LOL

Why the face?

2011-12-07T17:20:00.001+11:00

HARRY STYLES (FROM ONE DIRECTION), 17, IS DATING A 32-YEAR-OLD. WTF WTF WTF [read here] I KNOW I ALWAYS SAY THAT ITS NOT ABOUT APPEARANCE, AGE, HEIGHT ETC. BUT THIS IS ACTUALLY YUCK. IT'S LIKE DATING YOUR MUM'S FRIEND. EW

'stressed, depressed but well dressed.'

2011-12-06T21:04:00.000+11:00

today was like..full shittest weather ever. good thing we had to wear blazers today :p ah i miss all the pockets that the blazer has..one for my phone, one for my ipod, one for my keys and one for bobby pins/spare change lol. compared to the dress which just has the one pocket so i have everything in that pocket and it's all fat and weighs down one side LOL
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so i'm going on a song downloading spree..ANY SUGGESTIONS? :) anything at all, just comment :) or tell me irl. or text me. w/e :) speaking of commenting, i think the cbox is getting kinda..spammed T_T SHOUTMIX IT IS. brb.
eh okay. cbox looks kinda more..convenient? watevs, just go with it lol.
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GOODBYE DEV D:
EVERYONE IS LEAVING ME. WHY. WHY?
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omg tumblr. WHY YOU RUIN HIMYM FOR ME WITH YOUR DASHBOARD OF GIFS. GRR.
now the only thing to do is watch it YAY I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR SO LONG.
'Symphony of Illumination'

HOLY SHITS IT'S ROBIN TALKING AT THE BEGINNING. WHAT IS THIS. WHERE IS TED.

Cries

2011-12-06T17:29:00.001+11:00

Good photo ^

Dev's last day today. I'll miss you brother!!!
Hope you meet a nice European girl on your trip :')

So today.. was long. Very long. Presentation assembly was particularly long, sat with Kim and Kelly and all I did was text Evan that Kennith farted LOL. And then we started taking photos with David chiming in the background and sometimes Simon - twas very funny! Came home early thanks to Belinda's mother. You know the TV show that Ivy posted about a few posts ago? Well I started watching it (it's called New Girl btw) and it's a really good show. I like Zooey Deschanel also because she's quirky and weird but also really funny. It's a new show so only about 7 episodes so far. Defs recommend it!! Watch it guys :D

Jess: No! I can't call Spencer I haven't talked to him since he cheated on me with that ho! Actually, that's not fair. She might be a really nice ho.

P.S. I WANT TO GO TO THE REECE MASTIN CONCERT !!!

stories from a kindergarten girl.

2011-12-05T19:51:00.000+11:00

Once upon a time, there was a kitten and a cat, and they went shopping and bought a mouse in a cage. The mouse was their pet. But one day, they forgot it was a pet and then they ate it (in half). Oopsiedaisy. Now they know it was their pet. So they bought a new mouse. They almost forgot that it was their pet again! But they didn't eat it. THE END.

Once upon a time, there was a princess named Isabella. And she slept in her bed the whole day. She dreamed that she was in love with a prince. And the next day, she woke up and she yawned and she went out to collect some berries. She was lost in the woods and she found a cottage and went in to he cottage. It was full of things that were dirty. She touched it and cleaned everything and slept in the bed. Again. The whole day in the cottage, she slept. But she woke up again. She went out to try and find her way home. Again. But she couldn't! So she found the cottage and slept in there again for everyday until she dreamed there was a prince coming into the cottage. And made her wake up. They married each other. THE END.

SO i asked my little sister to tell me some stories for my blog :) as you can see, the second one is like a mash-up of Sleeping Beauty and Snow White. However, she insists that her story is entirely original so meh. :)

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fuar angie, why you leave me? D:< ah HAVE FUN :) :)

Lemon party

2011-12-05T18:05:00.001+11:00

Today was actually such a crap day to go to the beach, weather-wise. BUT today was fun :) The weather was crazy PMS-ing though. We went to the cheapest fish and chip shop and the sun came out and we all put of heaps of sunscreen, ready to run to the ocean, but then as soon as we walked out of the shop it was freezing. Sigh.. Such is life.

lol the randomness of this photo makes me lol

HEHEHEHEH

"Sun! Sun! OMG SUN!"

ooft dat gurl ;)

All photos from Kelly, who has a knack for taking successful jump photos ^^

Read more if you're lacking a bit of hotness in your life :

LOVE YA XOXO

the moment when you get hit.

2011-12-04T14:58:00.000+11:00

and i am throwing away the letters that i am writing you,

cause they would never do.

The ugly ducking

2011-12-03T19:17:00.001+11:00

Watching the Victoria's Secret Fashion Show 2011 and slowly dying inside. OMG how are they so insanely perfect and beautiful?! When Adam Levine serenaded his girlfriend, it was so cute - such a genetically blessed couple omg -____- Guys, I didn't know it was possible to look this good

SO MUCH LOVE FOR ALESSANDRIA, ADRIANA, MIRANDA, CHANEL, CANDICE, BEHATI
IHORUHGKSRHASDFDFHGLIH THE LIST GOES ON.

NO HOMO LOL

beautiful mistake [onedirection]

2011-12-03T12:09:00.001+11:00

imagine if your room was the garage. and every time you wanted to go in, you had to open the garage door...lol.
rawr.
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the year is officially winding down as people go overseas and the plane letters come out. i hope you all have a wonderful time :)
aish there's this tired, bored hole in my life right now that can only be filled by new music or a new anime. i shall make do with reading the da vinci code! which is..quite graphic at times but otherwise not bad :)
work experience, i think i'm going to try and do something in pediatrics. i don't know where that came from but it appeals to me more than most other fields. it's nice to have some semblance of a long term goal but i guess i don't know anything at all yet, and this may all just be a whim.
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i want to watch New Girl...zooey deschanel :)

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looool so i was bored and on youtube when i typed asdf into the search box
BEYOND RANDOM.

thank you thank you thank you

2011-12-02T17:43:00.001+11:00

this is all.

2011-11-30T18:49:00.000+11:00

i'm blinded,
cause you are everything i see.
[onedirection]

this was the very last calvin & hobbes comic. broke my heart when i realised what it meant.

i think this happens to everyone, and it makes me sad.

Happy things

2011-11-30T17:21:00.001+11:00

1D Up All Night album on replay, Noggie time every day after school, the setting up of the massive Christmas tree at strathfield, reactivating facebook to look at pretty formal pictures, "...project 2012", going with the floooow, plans to get fit, kris kringle/secret santa, nearly finishing a good book, watching basketball finals, zayn + liam + harry, #13, fridays, getting out first for 4 games of dodgeball but still having the greatest time, one thing.

Some things gotta get loud
Cause if not, they just don't make you see
That I need you here with me now
Cause you've got that one thing

So get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
And you've got that one thing

circles, we goin' in circles [onedirection]

2011-11-29T19:51:00.001+11:00

hi. this song. is actually. amazing. seriouslym when i was listening to the album for the first time, i was like 'yeah, yeah, pretty good, pretty good, BAM WHAT SO GOOD.' ah. rawr. it's not something you would really expect from a group of teenage boys but maybe that's part of what makes it so amazing :)
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what up, you say? nothing much at all. watched one of the bring it on movies yesterday and one of the centre stage movies today :) yay for teen chick flicks.
maths test is finally done yay (only in ruse do you have maths tests after the reports have been written =='')

the awkward moment in science when you're doing bridge building and you spend a period constructing a base out of paddle pop sticks but then kevin shi tells you that you don't really need a base and that it's heavier than the limit already anyway. T_T
we're so cool.

band today was like.. o_o literally noone turned up so we just sat around talking to armitage about shiz and then he just told us to go home after half an hour :p
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grinch ball tomorrow 8) GOOD LUCK ALL OF YOU, AND MAY THE BEST TEAM WIN :)
JONES, I HAVE FAITH IN US :) :)

Just keep swimming

2011-11-27T11:15:00.001+11:00

Something so peaceful and calm about moving in water.
I guess everything just flows.

Ugh can school go any faster -___- I'm so jealous of everyone who's leaving early, I'd give anything to be able to jetset overseas and escape the 6-hours-a-day pointless humdrum that is SCHOOL. All I want to do is to watch movies, eat to my heart's content and read good books. I've done all three today, at least. This morning I watched Bridesmaids, while munching on home-made choc chip cookies. It was pretty good - just the typical chick flick/comedy where the girl has an OK life to begin with, meets a nice guy and then shit happens and she's at the lowest point of her life. She loses her job, has an argument with her boyfriend and goes beserk at her best friend's bridal shower. But then the sun rises and it's all cool again when she makes up with them. Pretty funny stuff :D Although, some of it is quite disturbing to watch, especially when you're eating. Also started watching Happy Endings which is actually good. It's sort of like a mash-up modernized version of HIMYM and Friends. Went shopping with my mum and got the 5th Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants book woooh. Didn't get any clothes though. Seriously cbf with clothes now. Sigh. BLEEEEEURGH SCHOOL TOMORROW ==

rawr rawr rawr.

2011-11-26T16:56:00.000+11:00

hohoho :) yes, that's right..less than a month to go 8)
anyway, matrix as usual :) fuar did so much today. rawr.
then went to coles
or woolworths, whichever lol and got some nail polish hehe.
then my dad came to pick me up and we went to mcdonalds
now, before you lecture me about healthy eating, it wasn't my choice to go there! at all! blame my little sister who was complaining about how hungry she was == but yeah.
so then we went to bunnings and i just sat in the car and waited for them to come back, you know, just chilling. then i realised i wasn't chill, i was literally baking in my skinnies because the sun decided to come out after it's very long, very depressing absence..horrible timing, as usual lol.
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i miss watching heroes. ah anyone got it? :)
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FAREWELL KATHERINE AND SWATHI :) :) I HOPE THE BOTH OF YOU HAVE FUN 8) and *coughbringbacksouvenirsandshit*
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i finished watching another anime yesterday rawr. it's kaichou wa maid-sama
...lol. if you're a guy, i don't recommend you watch it :p
THE MAIN GUY IS LIKE
>:O
so then i started watching code geass
because lelouch is also like
>:O
but i ceebs because it's too confusing for my simple mind.

...
shugo chara or hakushaku to yosei ?
someone who knows what i'm talking about, tell me lol.
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oh! awkies @ apple! :D so yes, we went on an excursion to the apple store on thursday, and it was actually really..nice :) i caught my train and it turns out that the guys were on the train after =='' so then i got off that train and was about to catch the next one but then they were on the train after THAT so i got on the next one and then it turns out they were on the one after THAT so i was just like 'screw it' and went without them :p
zzz.
basically, at apple store, we got into groups and made a short movie using their stuff lol. and we got free t-shirts :D (and earphones apparently, but is wear you were meant to give them back ==) loooool antho's, jeffrey's and my video was totally plotless and retarded and random :D but then so were most of them lol. so then we finished at around 11 and woo just let us go do whatever in the city :D :D
so ofcourse we went shopping. 8) never really been clothes shopping with guys before :D after, we walked all the way to chinatown for food and ended up at the 9 dragons restaurant. because kman said so. :p so much food :O we had like 6 plates of main course. half of which were some sort of chicken. lol. tested out fail canto and drank lots of tea. :) it was nice. and relaxing.
THEN we went to darling harbour yay! even though it was sprinkling. played pacman on the fountain stepping stones hehe. it was actually legit dangerous (living life on the edge mate.). went and messed around like little kids on the playground :) bro the giant swing =='' I COULD HAVE DIED. NO JOKE. hehe all these primary school kids were staring at us ahaha.
one of those days which are purely nice and carefree and where there's no room to think about tests or assessments or anything :)
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this.
^ shoes from UO. which are vans. which are also oxfords. like hello? awesome? amazing? FREAKING BEAUTIFUL? *cries self to sleep. i mean really? vans for $30 ? that's like..unheard of D:
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Stuck in her daydream

2011-11-25T17:51:00.001+11:00

And they say She's in the Class A Team Stuck in her daydreamBeen this way since 18But lately her face seems Slowly sinking, wasting Crumbling like pastries And they screamThe worst things in life come free to us Cos we're just under the upperhandAnd go mad for a couple of grams And she don't want to go outside tonightAnd in a pipe she flies to the MotherlandOr sells love to another man It's too cold outside  For angles to fly Angels to fly
Watching the music video for this song, while it rains outside, realising that I should appreciate and be grateful for what I have. It's about this girl who has sex with strangers and uses that money to buy drugs. It really puts everything into perspective, knowing that so many people live that way. Really, things could be a lot worse.. 
#FirstWorldProblems

eating rainbows and pooping butterflies.

2011-11-23T18:32:00.000+11:00

they're so cute :') but i feel sorry for the blonde one..she's somewhat..overshadowed by her older sister lol.

hallelujahasdf

2011-11-21T23:46:00.000+11:00

it's over :) no more ipt tests for the year. aha it was certainly interesting having just the twelve of us sitting alone in the middle of the hall..lol we were going to sit in our separate corners of the hall but the teacher was like 'no spreading out!' so yeah. had songs stuck in my head the whole time. drew the wrong diagram, but then, knew that was going to happen :)
FIRST HSC ASSESSMENT DOWN. THAT'S RIGHT.
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before the test, we had science. and i got raped for studying instead of listening to the video T_T and also, ear tubes? really man, really? ah lol.
ah so in english when i was meant to be researching music in the 1960s (rolling stones and the beatles anyone?), i ended up looking up anime guys *cough* LOL. and then good animes. and then i just started talking to roger about good animes..and he gave me a whole list all of which i ruled out because of the violence factor lol. so then he was all like -_____- and he made me watch this literally completely random youtube video WHICH I HAVE FOUND FOR YOU! :) it's actually retarded lol.

history um failed my yearly == like actually. it's not funny. i'm not laughing. but yeah. urban dictionary-ed people names..apparently i am a pimpette lmao.

and also,

'Hates when people call her her "poison ivy".' YES. SEE THAT. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

pe, loool played the cannabis game. SHOULD HAVE WON D: seriously, all i had to do was get to the friends house and then i drew a risk card which said 'VISIT FRIEND' and i was so happy D: but then everyone ganged up on me and i got mindfucked and ended up at the police station and missing a turn and then kuhan won D:< good game, good game loljk you guys are evil.

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why is torrent download so sloooow :'(
ah as kimberly said, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR RESPECTIVE SIBLINGS LOL.
so much cake >:D
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so i went on omegle for the first time today..it's so.. D:
i swear, everyone is 19 and sex crazed on there. lonely, sad people. except for the 45 year old swedish guy who is obviously much cooler. but yes. i had a very nice conversation with some english guy about stranger danger and how to prove that he wasn't a pedophile :)

2011-11-21T18:31:00.001+11:00

Happy birthday to my brother and ivy's sister. They are officially 19 years old YAAAAAAAAAAY!

to my bffl..

2011-11-19T14:56:00.001+11:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY ABIDEV KUHASRI. You've been such a great friend to me this year - thanks for being the guy who I can talk to about anything. Although I'm still DEV-astated that you're not having a house party, I hope you have an awesome day. And use the Angry Birds fan wisely! Btw, I DISAGREE, Breaking Dawn was so much better than I expected it to be :)

Heh. Heh. Heh

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So today I watched Breaking Dawn with Christina Leeee ! Honestly, it was a lot better than I expected it to be and especially because Abidev texted me saying it was crap. The last half an hour of the movie was epic, because Bella was pregnant, and she looked so scary - she actually looked like something out of a horror movie. It was so awesome when she was lying on the table and looked like she was dead, but she was beginning to change into a vampire =O. The ending was freaking awesome. It was like, one of those BAM endings. No more spoilers LOL. Guys, don't diss, watch it !! (and don't illegally download like an Asian I know -.-)

Guess what?? I finally got my hands on The Hunger Games, best 20 bucks I've spent in a while. Time to take it off my wishlist. I'm reading it now, and I'm only 60 pages into the book, but it's pretty good so far ;D And there was those Coke Sharing thingos that are free (wooh!) at Burwood Westfield and so Christina and I got one each hehe. I'm never going to drink it lol

2011-11-19T12:37:00.000+11:00

i would just like to say a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEV. YOU THE MAN. LOL.
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lol i lol-ed, believe it or not.

that's actually really effing scary D: i would die.

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study, greys anatomy and nothing else this weekend.

at the bus stop.

2011-11-17T21:01:00.001+11:00

so today at the bus stop, (midway through band because of ortho!) a man started talking to me. he was like..middle aged i think?

him: james ruse?

me: er..yes. -omgomg i'm gonna get raped-

him: oh. i know it's very hard there.

me: mm..yes. it is. -WHAT DO I DO D:-

him: there's lots of people who work really hard there.

me: *nods* -WHAT'S HIS POINT D:-

him: and there are not many aussies right?

me: ... :) -lol.-

him: you shouldn't stress so much. i mean, if you can't do something, then you have to accept it you know? i mean there's nothing you can do.

me: oh okay :) -okay wtf. is this a dream? is this a SIGN?-

-awkward silence-

him: so have you built up a plan in your head of what you're doing after school? like uni or college or a job?

me: erm..yes i'm going to university :)

him: oh okay. which one?

me: i dont know..somewhere like usyd or unsw maybe.. -this is not funny.-

him: ah okay. it all depends on what you want to do right?

me: uhuh.

him: like if you want to do engineering, then you should go to UTS! but if you don't want to do engineering, and you want to do accounting, then you should go to USYD!

me: hmm. yes. okay :)

him: but you have to do your hobby. like many people study something, but it is not their hobby!

me: oh. okay. look the bus is here :)

him: the bus is here! :) see, i had a friend who studied electricity and he was very good and i told him that he should be doing engineering. but then he said 'no, but i want to be a chef!' so he became a chef.

me: ah okay then. :)

so then i got on the bus. and then he sat next to me. o_o

him: so that's what happened to my friend. he got his first job later at the rocks restaurant. you know the rocks?

me: er..yes i do!

him: yes. then he started his own restaurant and now he runs it. he runs it!

me: oh okay!

what followed was a very long conversation during a very long bus trip. he talked about how he spoke a lot of languages and how i would be good in marketing or customer service because if i was trying to help someone who was chinese, and who didn't speak english, i could just speak to them in chinese. and he talked about how at the carwash where he works, he tells people to hurry up and do the job properly in whatever is their first language because they can understand faster. he talked about how his boss told him to train a new employee called diego and so he spoke to him in spanish and told him that his cleaning was shit. lol. he talked about the intricacies of the japanese language and he told me how to say 'good luck and work hard.' in a very formal way, and when we got to the station, he said sayonara and i realised that maybe he was just a really nice, happy man. you know. but it was still pretty damn random. and awkward. i swear the whole bus was listening lol o_o

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if i can't figure you out,
then nobody will.
[thegetawayplan]

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i'm just scared because. i've learnt how to deal with a lot of things, but not this. so many people do it, but it never ever seems easy. so how do i know that i'm going to cope.

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i'm so fucked for ipt. i shall watch no greys anatomy today.

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TEN YEARS AGO, THE FIRST HP FILM WAS RELEASED. that is all. that and my itunes is stupid.
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oh yeah and this broke my heart. sorry if you haven't watched it yet. if you have, cry with me.

Being the way that you are is eno-o-ough

2011-11-17T17:40:00.001+11:00

Girl I see it in your eyes you're disappointed

'Cause I'm the foolish one that you anointed with your heart

I tore it apart

And girl what a mess I made upon your innocence

And no woman in the world deserves this

But here I am asking you for one more chance

Can we fall, one more time?

Stop the tape and rewind

Oh and if you walk away I know I'll fade

'Cause there is nobody else

It's gotta be you

Only you

It's got to be you

Only you

LIAM PAYNE, I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU

christmas time *sigh

2011-11-15T19:04:00.000+11:00

i miss the slow pace of the summer holidays. i miss the constant cheer, the celebration, the decorations on the streets. i miss the new year and the official chance to change, start again. come faster.

Spot the Herpy Derp

2011-11-15T17:16:00.001+11:00

LOL I swear I spent so much time with Kim today.. Bondi today was pretty boring, Mr Goggin didn't let us go to Cold Rock Icecreamery and get ice-cream == I had to buy a very over-priced golden gaytime at the kiosk, instead. So much walking today, I think I walked at least 2 km :D When we were walking, Kim was describing me this shop that she didn't know the name of and I was guessing every shop that came to my mind for like, 30 minutes and I didn't even get it. And so Kim goes to Katherine and describes the shop and Katherine guesses it on the first go. WHAT IN THE WORLD?!??? AND I'm especially proud of myself because I overcome one of my fears on the bus heh

Going to spend the rest of the day reading The Alchemist by Michael Scott :)

500th. that's right. you better believe it.

2011-11-14T19:30:00.001+11:00

HELLO BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE! :)
this is the grand 500th post! :) (actually it might not be because i swear there are 1 or 2 draft posts which i made by accident and never deleted..lol BUT DETAILS, DETAILS!)

let us look back :D
FIRST POST -

this was back in year 7 which explains..yeah T_T

100th post -

==''..year 7 lol. ah to be young ;)

200th -

year 8, back when all the cool people watched neighbors..LOL.

300th -

this year :) wow i was lame. and so..cheerful D:< LMAO.

400th -

hmm, this doesn't seem like that long ago :)

so now, here we are, half a century old and this blog has come so far :') when i'm 50 (and obviously filthy rich) i shall look back on this and smile :)

on another note, 1 AND 15. REALLY.

time to make kimberly an admin so she can add to this post FOR OUR FIRST JOINT POST IN COMMEMORATION OF THE 500TH WHOOPDIDOODA.

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OMG I FEEL SO SPECIAL. It's not very often I get admin privileges! (ahem..twice), but I would just like to say since the lovely Miss Wen accepted my invitation to this blog, 'suchanorganisedmess' has become my home hehe :') I'm glad that I now have a place to talk about random stuff like GIFs I find amusing or posts about my day. Mmm I don't know, there's something about blogging after a long day at school, that makes you really appreciate the life you have. Yay for philosophical thinking 8) Especially during these teenage years when life is so tough *cries* Yes, I'm also going to look back on this blog when I'm old and thinking about these wonderful years as an adolescent growing up, learning new things about the world. I'd probably laugh at myself , thinking 'why was i so retarded?!' LOL

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

Marilyn Monroe

this time baby i'll be bulletproof

2011-11-14T17:04:00.000+11:00

Reasons why today sucked:

It was 37 degrees
School is too poor to afford air-conditioning
I went to the newsagency in the morning at strathfield station and picked up the December issue of Harper's Bazaar with Montana, winner of Australia's Next Top Model!! The magazine was $10, which was EXACTLY how much money I had in my wallet but I decided to buy it at the end of the day because I didn't want to carry it during school. At lunch I had a craving for ice-cream/ice-block but I couldn't because I had to sacrifice my money for the magazine aaargh. But then Katherine shouted me a Callipo - thanks :) I shall make it up to you!

Can she get any more beautiful ?! Her photoshoot is amazing omg

Recess.. I felt crap. Nothing personal, just something I want to keep to myself for now. Maybe another time :)
Teacher made us go down and water our plants in agriculture, even though we don't have freaking any plants in our plot == And teacher chimed in our conversation about Dev's love life and tampons. Awkwaaard.

Yeah, I'm just being a melodramatic, moody teenager. Today wasn't too bad. I got a half mark extra for maths (same as Willie now yay). I sent Kim multiple successful whales from a Nokia to a iPhone and tomorrow we're going to Bondi for VA excursion and I'm planning my Cold Rock ice-cream combination already :D

look what i found on chingchong lol.

2011-11-13T15:58:00.003+11:00

beautiful, my girl [b2st]

2011-11-13T15:26:00.002+11:00

fuck why didn't i go kpop fest? WHY? WHYYYY? CNBLUE WERE THERE. AND SOWERE DBSK/TVSQ AND B2ST. AND IT WAS SO CLOSE TO MY HOUSE. I THINK I AMGOING TO GO DIG A HOLE TO DIE IN NOW. *sigh. instead i spent my nightwatching greys anatomy. i'm a cool person.
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LOL. LOL. LOL. poor you :')
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that's all. :) and gerry's a noob. :) and i have nothing to post aboutbecause i'm a sad, sad person who needs to study againGOODBYEFAREWELL.

fainting room.

2011-11-12T14:58:00.000+11:00

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fainting_room

LOL. they were used in the Victorian era because the ladies all wore corsets so they couldn't breathe properly and felt like fainting.. :p

'how is it that you come to be wiki-ing fainting rooms ivy?' i hear you ask.

lol well first. i was looking at the vans online store. but thats totally irrelevant.

yes so then i started looking at this old class blog the teachers used to run for our OC class :)

and they used to post all this stuff like class work and photos and random information right?

and as well as some pretty damn embarrassing pictures lol, there was this post about chinese foot binding.

which is actually

gross. and inhumane. and wtf. i mean really..why? why would you do that?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Foot_binding

i don't even want to post any pictures or xrays up because it's so gross..go click ^ and look for yourself :D they basically bind up the feet of women so tightly that the bones break and cause indescribable pain, all for the sake of aesthetic appeal. o_o

yeah so anyway. i scrolled down to 'See also' and there was a link to the corset page (as well as a link to 'female genital cutting' which i am actually scared to click on) and then that lead to fainting rooms which are quite innovative i think :D

there was also a link to body modification

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Body_modification

i got so grossed out. and there weren't even many pictures..i got grossed out just from reading about the various examples D:

...go read it! :D :D

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Artificial_cranial_deformation

there was also a link to artificial cranial deformation which is when this continual force is applied to a baby's head (because at their growth stage, the skull is still forming see?) in order to shape it...like make it longer or whatever. that's so messed up.

cheers :D

Or am i a fool

2011-11-12T11:42:00.001+11:00

contemplating searching for a better way [thegetawayplan]

2011-11-11T19:17:00.003+11:00

today was a special day for many people i believe :D
congratulations, congratulations! 8)
and HAPPY AWESOME DAY STELLA :) i hope you re-read my letter when you're 60 ;)
and i hope the rest of you made a wonderful wish!
and i hope you feel better!
and i wish you would tell me! but i don't think you ever will because you're just that dog to me! and maybe you were even making it up just to get me to tell you! i mean douche in the best of ways ;)

this day was good. sort of like a happy ending to a week that was otherwise. the sun helped, and the sunbaking on the oval with a, k, and the getaway plan did too :)
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you know how sometimes you just just feel like that? and..there's really no other way to describe it. everything is just getting shittier. this is for all those times and all those people who feel like this.
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does anyone know that feeling where you're scared of saying something, no, thinking something because of the way those types of things tend to spiral out of control when you think too much about it and it becomes a solid thought in your mind instead of little, broken up possibilities of thoughts? because you're afraid that those solid thoughts will stay in your mind forever once you think them out. and nothing, no good will come of it at all.
dangerously close.
you know what? this is probably just me. talking about stupid fears and
things
i
am
imagining.

it's already started and
i barely did a thing.

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2011-11-11T17:09:00.000+11:00

Sitting here fanning myself with my Angry Birds fan (^^) thinking today was a good day. Sat with Kim and Suellen at Epping and waited for the birthday girl, Stella! To my first friend at Ruse, happy birthday you amazing girl !! Hope you liked all the presents you got, especially the RUSSH magazine I got you. I remember when you, me and Christina became friends on the bus to school on the very first day - aaah such weirdos we were back then haha :') I had this moment today when I was with all my closest friends just laughing, talking and planning dev's birthday party (HOUSE PARTY WOOOH - EVERYONE INVITED) and I just felt really happy. Everything is just working out well and although I didn't do outstandingly in the exams I'm happy with my results. And there's so many things to look forward to like end of school and Christmas. I just want to say that I knew this one boy from a long time ago. He was small, weird and very immature. As the years passed, however, I watched as he became a MAN LOL no not really, he became more mature and reserved. I kind of think of him as my little brother and now, I'm so proud of him it brings tears to mah eyes :') Growing up so fast !! SIGH please don't mention this to me because I'll die of embarrassment. Also, if anyone has bad photos of KIM TRAN, please send them to me so I can post them on this blog :) YOU'RE GOING DOWN WOMANNNN

that's what makes you beautiful! [onedirection]

2011-11-10T20:13:00.000+11:00

did i mention that THE GETAWAY PLAN IS BACK WITH A NEW ALBUM? :)
for those of you who don't know them (which seems to be a lot of you unfortunately ==''), they're an aussie alternative rock band :)
probably their most popular song is 'where the city meets the sea' i think.
but yes. basically they broke up last year
but now they're back!
their new album is called Requiem
and it's pretty good :) i quite like it :)i remember watching them perform on rove live once, ages ago, before i'd even heard of them and it was...intense lol.

i would just like to say that ipt today blew my mind.
especially with the ISBN thing...i mean who would think of that?! who would even..be bothered to make that stuff up?!
and euclid's infinite prime number theorem which i actually understand sufficiently enough to be blown away.
wow i sound lame.
CHEERIO.

bye, beautiful.

2011-11-09T19:36:00.001+11:00

hi um lol so the weather lately is messed up agree?
got the big three results back.. to sum it all up, meh. that's basically all.
MR LOW WAS AWAY TODAY SO WE WON OUR GAME :) :) :)
it was close but their student ref was cool so... ;) LOL.
hm what else
oh i finished watching autumn's concerto..yesterday? or possibly the day before, i dont remember aha :) and..it's nice :) everything just got tied up at the end, like with the aunt just randomly showing up out of nowhere again lol
and we got a new novel for english today :)
i finished it and it's pretty good..one of those novels that deals with serious issues but is still more of a girl novel (lol). it's sort of like 'atonement'...in some vague elements, albeit with a conclusion that's more modern or rather, harshly tied to reality.
(?)
and the thing that happens towards the end... D: i was somehow not expecting it at all, like..wow.

'...sometimes they just walked and looked up and felt what it was to be tiny, know how small they really were, how what they were doing didn't really matter, because there was infinity, and infinity dwarfed everything, made you happy with the craziness of being alive..'

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there's so much deathnote talk going around lately..probably sparked from jenny's real life deathnote (:O ikr PRETTY COOL EH.) even shaun diviney had to facebook status something about shinigami lol. perhaps it's a sign that i should watch the movie again.
BUT MATHS FIRST BECAUSE WOODY MIGHT FLAME TOMORROW.

THIS. LOL GUYS, TAKE NOTES.

Hot to trot?

2011-11-08T17:30:00.000+11:00

Check!

BRIGHT EYES.

2011-11-07T19:56:00.000+11:00

it's been a while, but dammit i'm just so frustrated is what i am.

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autumn's concerto :/ the main dude has serious trust issues. i mean, i'm shipping them so much, but it's like at any moment something's going to happen and he's going to snap and go back to hating her like he did before when he went insane lol. and she's just going to sit there and take his accusations and not say anything to explain the situation like always..seriously FFS WOMAN LOL.
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currently addicted to this song:

they're so good live :)

and this. for obvious reasons ;)

and this one. because. well. whatever.

...kimchi fried rice lol.

and this one. because it's been stuck in my head for almost the whole day. >.>

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i am going to legit fail maths.